Baby on strike

G's early intervention PT comes in about a half-hour to work with him. I must admit that I am pretty nervous about this today. She is relentlessly positive, but there is no way she will not notice that he can't or won't do some things he was doing easily before. And what she might say scares me.

I have not been able to get him to walk with one hand held, walk behind a toy or take even one independent step since about 10 days ago. He shakes and cries and reaches desperately for my hand. It's heartbreaking, but it could also be pathetic by design. He knows his mama doesn't like to see him cry and won't push the walking issue too much.

He had a little viral thing this weekend, which may be causing some of the issues, but it seems kinda extreme for a fever to cause non-walking. Perhaps he was just telling us he felt like crap and didn't want to do anything for a while. Today he seems to be much, much better and I hope his antagonism toward walking has gone away.

Time to clean the house and wait for her to come. Always, always the waiting game...