New direction

I feel a little bit lost now that G will be out of therapy. What will I write about now that he is getting kicked out?

This blog had been going in an angry direction, fueled by the speculation of a few online denizens that G has never had any issues, that they were all figments of my imagination and anxiety. I still feel very strongly that I was mistreated and it still hurts. Yes, G is doing wonderfully, but there are times when F and I lie quietly in the dark and wonder about what his quirks mean. Why does a simple bath make him scream like a banshee? Why does he bonk his head repeatedly on things (mostly me)? But I am done worrying about people who have no place in my real life, who will never know my child.

I have enjoyed the few commenters on this blog and I hope that my past posts have not driven them away or convinced them I was truly crazy.

So, if anger and therapy are out, what to discuss? Books? Movies? I think that I will just strive to be honest and interesting about my life and my family. And try to do it more often...